Monday, October 18, 2004
but i believe that lovers should be tied together andthrown into the ocean in the worst of weatherand left there to drown left there to drownin their innocencesinging i believe that lovers should be...
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woke up in the hospital saturday morning too smothered in nauseous misery to question where, why. an hour later, for the first time hazily noticing the IV's jutting from my arms and electrodes taped to...
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[edit]my corner of the common room [/edit]new year's resolution: reduce procrastination to healthier levels, hence no more of the spectacle you see below. it's sad but i think that my alcoholism...
View ArticleMonday, February 28, 2005
somewhere between the idolatry and self-sabotage, i stop for a fleeting second, my messy life whirling around me, to notice someone. he cares about me. and shit. not that the others don't. it's strange...
View ArticleMonday, April 04, 2005
six am. dense brush whisks past my bare ankles, tensed shoulders, pale forehead as i squeeze my bike brakes harder. the old alcohol and fresh cowardice pumping through my veins has caused me to...
View ArticleFriday, May 27, 2005
i carefully gnaw off the tips of my fingersso that i could watchhot blood rush onto paper.the sloppy rivers swell, heaveuntil virgin paper screams a neat, evenred.then as i lap the last dropsfrom my...
View ArticleFriday, July 08, 2005
it's our five month anniversary today... aww, my very own green-eyed skater punk/"lewd old man" just like i've always wanted.i heart tommy. at this very moment and to a certain extent.[edit] is his eye...
View ArticleThursday, September 15, 2005
"cannibalism: a permanent solution to an annoying problem"dude, i totally came up to the answer to world hunger in a fit of inspiration (via sagar the muse). the starving orphans should just eat EACH...
View ArticleTuesday, February 14, 2006
i haven't even thought about xanga in a long long time. i'm writing now because i'm stuck on a shitty computer in a shitty computer lab, and i've misplaced my cellphone. i am, in effect, alone, with no...
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